I didn't have much time for reading leading up to the wedding, but I was happy to finish a couple of books this week.
Rebecca Lee Morales certainly creates a strong sense of place. The writing is rich with icy, windswept imagery that made me feel the biting cold of rural Minnesota. The frozen landscape seeps into every page, and the setting becomes almost another character. If there's one thing this novel captures beautifully, it's the emotional and physical weight of a Midwestern winter.
The story itself, however, felt relentlessly bleak. Nearly every character seems burdened by regret, loneliness, or disappointment, and even moments that hint at redemption are overshadowed by a pervasive sense of hopelessness. I kept waiting for some warmth, either in the relationships or in the emotional arc, but it never arrived.
Although the novel is framed around questions of guilt, justice, and a crime that an innocent man went to jail for, I found the mystery fairly predictable. The outcome didn't surprise me, and the emotional journey wasn't compelling enough to make up for that lack of suspense.
There are thoughtful themes here about community, forgiveness, and living with the consequences of our choices, and I can appreciate what the author was trying to accomplish. But for me, the novel lacked the emotional depth, grace, and subtle humanity that make Strout's and Haruf's characters linger long after the final page.
Sarah read and reviewed this title and I was intrigued enough to request it from NetGalley. It is everything that Sarah said. Kaleidoscope is exactly what its title suggests: fragments of a life held up to the light and turned again and again, each shift revealing a different pattern, perspective, or previously overlooked detail. This is not a traditional, linear memoir, and it took me a little while to adjust to Shapiro's approach. Rather than moving chronologically from one event to the next, she travels freely through time, weaving together childhood, family, marriage, motherhood, friendship, illness, addiction, aging, shame, identity, writing, and mortality. Along the way, she considers the many versions of herself she has been and the ways those selves continue to shape who she is.
The catalyst for this memoir is a diagnosis of a rare, life-threatening illness. Shapiro faces a frightening choice: the treatment that may save her life is also likely to cost her eyesight. The impending loss of her sight is less the story itself than the lens through which Shapiro looks back at all the others. For a writer whose work depends so much on observation and attention, the possibility of losing her physical sight is understandably frightening. Yet it also seems to sharpen her awareness of the things she has not fully seen in herself and the people around her. Her reflections on memory, identity, the passage of time, and the stories we tell ourselves are thoughtful and often beautifully expressed.
I particularly appreciated the way Shapiro explores aging, not as a process of leaving former selves behind, but as a gathering of all the people we have been. There is an intimacy and candor to her writing that makes even her more difficult reflections feel inviting rather than self-indulgent.
I initially found the fragmented, impressionistic structure a little challenging, but ultimately came to admire it and truly enjoy this 4.5 star memoir. A thoughtful, beautifully written meditation on what it means to see ourselves and our lives clearly, even when so much remains uncertain.
Thank you to NetGalley and Little, Brown, and Company for providing me with a copy of this book. It will be published on May 4, 2027.
















