Tuesday, January 26, 2021

No Internet for Me

 

It looks the wireless adapter card on my 10+ year old laptop has died so I will be taking a break until I can replace it. I've tried disabling, enabling, and installing new drivers but nothing has worked. I'm writing this on my Kindle and it's painful enough that I know I won't be doing this more than once. I'm sorry that I probably won't be commenting on your blogs or replying to your comments but I hope to be back in a few days. Be well and I hope your technology is working!

Can You Go Home Again?

Thomas Wolfe wrote a novel called You Can't Go Home Again that was published posthumously in 1940, but I wonder if he was correct.

I recently heard that the childhood home I grew up in will soon be on the market. These photos are from 2012 when my father sold it to move into assisted living. My SiL texted me and wondered if I was interested in it for Ryan, and my immediate response was, "No! I know where all the problems are!" 


But I've been thinking about it a little more seriously. I think if the current owners do get it officially listed, I might make an appointment to see it or maybe go to an open house, partly out of curiosity, and partly to see what they've done to it over the past nine years.


At the very least I hope they have changed the decor. My parents built the house in 1962 and 1963, but they didn't change very much at all in 49 years. I'm sorry I don't have a photo of the bedroom that my sister and I shared with its multi-tonal blue shag carpeting. The real shame is that there are hardwood floors throughout most of the house, but it was all covered up with wall-to-wall carpeting. 


They did convert the garage to this sort of computer room after I had moved out in 1979. Looking back at pictures I can see why I'm not a big fan of knick-knacks, tchotchkes, and general clutter. :-)

If I do go home again, I will take photos!

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Make sure to stop by Carole's blog today to check out the next promotional post for our Read With Us book, Leave the World Behind. And don't forget to mark your calendar for the Zoom discussion on March 2!

Monday, January 25, 2021

Not Enough

 I got the following email from the NJ Dept. of Health late last week:


This was somewhat heartening news, but notice that second sentence. I think they should have bolded and underlined it. The first way to get vaccinated involves simply waiting. Okay, I can do that, but I'm not content to just wait. I clicked on the link of designated vaccination sites listed under #2 and fell down the rabbit hole. After two and a half hours and a frustrating phone call, I ended up "pre-registered" at four different sites. I started with my county's Health Dept. and because all the appointment slots were filled, I was advised to call and speak to a Health Dept. nurse. I'm a rule-follower, so I did. The nurse asked me a bunch of questions about my age and health and then said that I was not really eligible. I have compromised lung function due to a pulmonary embolism, but she did not think it was compromised enough. I have hypertension (and take medication), but she said my blood pressure was not high enough. She asked if I was obese, and when I told her my BMI, it turns out that I am not fat enough. (By now I was laughing!) When I asked why the state had determined I was eligible based upon my pre-registration with them, she said it was really a matter of not enough vaccine. The county had only received enough doses to vaccinate 50 people (the population is 124,000), so I was eligible despite our previous surreal conversation, but there is just not enough vaccine. I wish the nurse had just said that in the beginning, but she did tell me to register at as many vaccination sites as I could, and hopefully I could receive the vaccine soon. 

So that's what I did. I'm now registered at several sites and I will hopefully be able to get an appointment at one of them in the near future. Some of them are two hours away, but I'm willing to travel if it means I can get the vaccine. I know there are many, many people who need and want the vaccine, and I was just trying to make an appointment for my place in line. My lung function may not be poor enough, my blood pressure high enough, and I don't weigh enough, but I really wish there was enough vaccine for everyone. I want the vaccine, I want my children to be able to get the vaccine, and I want all of you to be able to get the vaccine. I will just need to maintain enough patience and hope.

And now because every blog post needs a picture and this was not an overly cheerful post, I'll leave you with one of my favorite Bernie memes: Bernie takes on Beth Harmon in The Queen's Gambit.



And even better is the fact that Bernie Sanders has turned his inaugural image into a sweatshirt for charity. The
 Chairman Sanders Crewneck — named to honor Sanders’ assumption of the powerful Senate Budget Committee chair now that Democrats control the chamber — is on sale for $45, with 100 percent of the proceeds going to Meals on Wheels Vermont.

Hope you're having a good Monday (and finding that you are indeed enough)!

Thursday, January 21, 2021

Poetry on Thursday

The Inauguration of Joe Biden and Kamala Harris yesterday got me thinking about inaugural poetry. I thought it was a long-standing tradition, but only four presidents have had poets read at their inaugurations, John F. Kennedy in 1961, Bill Clinton in 1993 and 1997, Barack Obama in 2009 and 2013, and Joe Biden yesterday. I read all six inaugural poems and chose Robert Frost's "The Gift Outright" as my personal favorite. It has an interesting story behind it as an inaugural poem and you can find out more about it in the links below.

The Gift Outright
Poem Recited at John F. Kennedy's Inauguration
by Robert Frost

The land was ours before we were the land’s 
She was our land more than a hundred years 
Before we were her people. She was ours 
In Massachusetts, in Virginia, 
But we were England’s, still colonials, 
Possessing what we still were unpossessed by, 
Possessed by what we now no more possessed. 
Something we were withholding made us weak 
Until we found out that it was ourselves 
We were withholding from our land of living, 
And forthwith found salvation in surrender. 
Such as we were we gave ourselves outright 
(The deed of gift was many deeds of war) 
To the land vaguely realizing westward, 
But still unstoried, artless, unenhanced, 
Such as she was, such as she will become.

You can read more about Robert Frost and the inaugural poem he recited here.
You can read "Dedication", the poem Robert Frost wrote for the inauguration here
Read all the inaugural poems here

I wish you mindfulness, peace, good health, and the power of poetry as this week winds down.

Wednesday, January 20, 2021

Unraveled Wednesday

Joining Kat and friends for a long-awaited Inauguration Day and Unraveled Wednesday, with some more teeth on the Hitchhiker. It doesn't look a lot different, just a bit longer, so I'll just show you a photo of my turtle progress marker in action. He's slowly but surely climbing up the edge. I'm wondering if he might be able to move a little bit faster as I hope to be less prone to just clutching my knitting in horror after the inauguration tomorrow. I have 36 teeth completed and ~ 23 teeth or so to go, or until I run out of yarn. With 29 days before Valentine's Day, I should be done in plenty of time to meet my self-imposed deadline. 

I read a wonderful book this week, Committed by Adam Stern. It's Dr. Stern's memoir during his four years of psychiatric residency at Harvard. It's also the story of his growth from an unsure first-year resident to becoming (somewhat) more sure of himself and his abilities to practice psychiatry. He also grows as a classmate, teacher, husband, and human being. There is a quote that really struck me:

I knew I would never be the version of the mythical Harvard psychiatrist that had existed in my mind four years earlier. I had seen too many examples of shared humanity among the patients and those trying to help them to be hung up on formalities. The space where that psychiatrist has once existed in my mind had been filled instead with hard-earned truths about what it means to connect to those people around you, to commit to them, and to purposefully keep moving forward.

Those are words that all of us can live by whether we are psychiatrists, patients, or simply average people trying to maintain our connections with others. I was lucky to receive a pre-publication copy, but I think it's well worth reading after the publication date in July of this year.

What are you making and reading this week?

Tuesday, January 19, 2021

21 in 2021


I'm not much for making lists of things to knit, books to read, or other things I intend to do (other than a daily loosey-goosey to-do list), but I was inspired by Sarah's post in the beginning of January. She made a list of 21 Things She Wanted To Do in 2021, and that got me thinking. If I had a list of things that I wanted to make, do, cook, read, or accomplish, it wouldn't have to be a rigid list of things I had to do. Instead, it could serve as a guide throughout the year, and I could add or delete things as I see fit. I've been working on it ever since I read Sarah's list, so here is my own list.

21 Things I Want To Do in 2021:

1.   Bake cinnamon-sugar doughnuts 
2.   Make jelly donuts
3.   Finish 4 wips
4.   Make 4 new dinner (entree) recipes 
5.   Read a graphic novel
6.   Complete 20 yoga sessions
7.   Meditate daily
8.   Read The Portrait of Dorian Gray with Ryan
9.   Read The Mill on the Floss
10. Write a card/letter to all relatives
11.  Make at least 3 Christmas gifts
12. Make at least 3 Christmas ornaments
13. Crochet at least 3 snowflakes
14. List the rest of the Dept 56 houses for sale
15. Breed flowers in Animal Crossing (green mums) 
16. Bake cinnamon raisin bread
17. Bake scones
18. Make Swedish meatballs
19. Try three new kinds of tea
20. Clean out the cedar chest
21. Read a fantasy series with at least three books
22. Swap one item on this list for something I'd rather do

I've made a small start on the list by baking cinnamon-sugar donuts (twice) and beginning the process of breeding green mums in Animal Crossing. Nothing earth-shattering, but I'll try to check on the list once in a while and let you know how it's going. 

If knitting a 2021 dishcloth like the one above is on your list, there is a free pattern for one here. (Not a Ravelry link)

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Make sure to stop by Kym's blog today to check out the second promotional post for our Read With Us book, Leave the World Behind. And don't forget to mark your calendar for the Zoom discussion on March 2!


Monday, January 18, 2021

MLK



These are two of my favorite Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. quotes and nothing I might add will improve upon his words. 
Let's keep putting his words into action.